Let the Games Begin

About a month after I told him good-bye, he contacted me. He asked how I was doing, blah, blah, blah, and then said that he had made a mistake. I asked what mistake he had made. He told me after we had met that he had feelings he didn't know what to do with, he had never felt them before, he was scared. After not speaking with me, he realized that he had finally "knew" how he really felt about me.  And he "knows" it is love. Here is a portion of that conversation via instant messenger:

Him (10/8/2007 12:14:52 AM): But I will be different
Him (10/8/2007 12:14:59 AM): you will see
Me (10/8/2007 12:15:08 AM): different..how?
Him (10/8/2007 12:15:28 AM): Not fading away...no distractions
Him (10/8/2007 12:16:34 AM): We both know that talking won't do it, but actions will and I intend to actHim (10/8/2007 12:17:15 AM): I can prove it to you and to myself as well. I really want to do it.

Me (10/8/2007 12:17:45 AM): What?

Him (10/8/2007 1:30:30 AM): What we are feeling

Me (10/8/2007 1:30:46 AM): and you know that how?

Him (10/8/2007 1:30:59 AM): I just do

Him (10/8/2007 1:31:27 AM): no analysis, no probing, no need

Me (10/8/2007 1:31:35 AM): ok

Him (10/8/2007 1:32:11 AM): I just do, trying to remember feeling like this before...

Him (10/8/2007 1:32:18 AM): I can't

Me (10/8/2007 1:32:33 AM): really?

Him (10/8/2007 1:32:45 AM): really

Him (10/8/2007 1:33:03 AM): you talk to people and they say, "you just know".

Him (10/8/2007 1:33:22 AM): I was wandering around life wondering what that felt like

Him (10/8/2007 1:33:41 AM): just waiting to "know"

Him (10/8/2007 1:34:01 AM): dating and whatever to find out and "Know"

Him (10/8/2007 1:34:32 AM): being with others, I would sit there and think I don't know

Him (10/8/2007 1:35:14 AM): wondering how I would one day know and because so far I didn't know.
Him (10/8/2007 1:35:49 AM): Now I do
Him (10/8/2007 1:36:15 AM): I did before, but I really questioned knowing never being there before
Him (10/8/2007 1:36:32 AM): Now, I know.
Him (10/8/2007 1:36:41 AM): and I know that I know
Him (10/8/2007 1:36:50 AM): I know now that I do indeed love you
Him (10/8/2007 1:37:03 AM): Got it?
Me (10/8/2007 1:37:49 AM): Yes..I got it. One question..you said you knew before..and questioned it..what made you realize that you know now with me?
Him (10/8/2007 1:38:18 AM): Because I can not imagine it
Him (10/8/2007 1:38:44 AM): I can not imagine you not around me in my life

Him (10/8/2007 1:48:17 AM): Just looking at the woman I am in love with.
Me (10/8/2007 1:49:45 AM): I am in just trying to absorb this side of you..for you to be saying you love me is..just..I don't know how to explain it..Him (10/8/2007 1:49:55 AM): try

Me (10/8/2007 1:50:50 AM): Something that I thought you were incapable of, didn't think you were able to "go there"..

Him (10/8/2007 1:51:08 AM): makes sense

Him (10/8/2007 1:51:28 AM): some are just slower than others

Him (10/8/2007 1:51:38 AM): or more methodical, whatever.